Chemical Rage
19 / Bay Area / Plant Life / Lucid Dreams / Electronic Dance Music / Video Games / John 13:7
I live for the night

I live for the night

What It Do?

It’s been a long time Tumblr. I just finished my 5th quarter at Heald, I’m actually on my 2 week break. Just been super grinding it. So much I need to catch you guys up on. For starters, I only went to 2 raves within my whole quarter of school. Fingerlickin SJ & Tritonal @ Ruby Skye. I’ve been trying to mix with my bro Tyler too. Quick reminder to myself to link that. Fuck it, just check my soundcloud. I updated some pictures from both events, as well as my new focus in terms of other hobbies. Skating again. Haha. And well in terms of games, I’ll link my most recent games of Ultra Street Fighter that was on at MGL. Or maybe that one video of probably the last time I’ve played Dota with me rampaging/gdlk with LC. So broken. Haha, and um I guess I need to learn how to play SSB because everyone gets down at Garrett’s apartment in SF. *HOLY FUCK LET ME ADD HOW HYPED I AM FOR TEKKEN 7.* Also I still use Twitter but I’ve also made a Twitter strictly for EDM news and my opinions & sharing of music on that account because nobody gives a shit on my personal account. That one is basically for myself. And since we’re speaking about EDM, I’m going to be a PLUR Angel after my first training at Jack Yo Lantern which is also gonna be my 1 year rave anniversary as well as my cousin Jake’s first rave. It’s good because I love what they stand for and although I don’t pop, but I smoke about everyday, it’s not to be confused with the stereotype that EDM and drugs are like milk n cookies. Raging completely sober at festivals is a requirement and a step that leads me closer to quitting completely until getting my internship (hopefully at Stanford through my aunt or Kaiser through the coordinator at Heald) and being a certified medical assistant. After that I wanna get my AA and then save. The professional experience I get from being a PLUR Angel as an extended part of the EMT at events, I get personal development and growth through doing what I love - raging and meeting new people and spreading the peace love unity and respect. I was going to take a second job as a host at Black Bear Diner and work on slow days until I know the menu and try to be a server, BUT since that extra money would go to raves, I won’t need it because I’ll be volunteering as an angel. AND two of my managers are leaving. Well one is forsure and the second is trying to, too. So when school starts I might make this quarter revolve around my work schedule so if I have a ton of flexibility during night hours, I can almost forsure say that I’ll get manager. But I’ll only take it if I get a raise. Haha. Since my friend Franz is trying to become a freelance photographer, he asks us to do shoots sometimes and I incorporated my love for thrift and bargain shopping into a little side project I might try out. It’s kinda like my little fashion blog of nice cheap finds I get at thrift department stores or discount stores. You know what else is cool? I have pics of the kandi art that I actually bought at Savers.

Anyways, check out my little Lookbook:

http://lookbook.nu/look/6731896

And I’ll be back with more details but that’s basically the jist of it. I’m back because I finally made memory by deleting apps I don’t use and old pictures. BTW I got my book back from Jomel, and let Franz borrow it. I hope he reads it fast. Yeah lol. So I’ll go ahead and upload rave pics and other shits I didn’t already upload to my Soundcloud or Twitter. You know what’s weird, I finally changed my Facebook profile picture after like a year.

But foreals here catch me on my EDM focused Twitter:

@3lvckmvu5

Okay Tumblr, until again: it’s 4:41 and I’m about to go fishing in like 4 hours LMAO fuck me. Trooper status.


Today I hung out with my favorite rave couple, Rod and Traci. It was fun. We just chilled and vibed hard haha. There was a lot of nostalgic moments and times talked about relationships and music and went through old pictures and videos… It was just a great day. All I can say is - life is so funny. The way things work out and how every event that’s happened to us leads us down the path we’re supposed to be walking… I find it all too fascinating.

flashinglightsandecstasy:

rosycheeksandwhiteteeth:

So umm yeah just found this on someone else’s post under the Beyond Wonderland tag.
I am dying right now, I was so overwhelmed with happiness during Rebecca and Fiona and I’m so glad that someone captured this moment for me.

This made me tear up because I love that feeling where the music hits you and time stands still for a couple seconds and everything around you falls dead silent and all you hear is that one song that you love.

flashinglightsandecstasy:

rosycheeksandwhiteteeth:

So umm yeah just found this on someone else’s post under the Beyond Wonderland tag.

I am dying right now, I was so overwhelmed with happiness during Rebecca and Fiona and I’m so glad that someone captured this moment for me.

This made me tear up because I love that feeling where the music hits you and time stands still for a couple seconds and everything around you falls dead silent and all you hear is that one song that you love.


I trip over my health a lot. When something is abnormal or if I notice something odd about my body I blow a storm through Google search just to see what may be the matter. Most of the time it isn’t anything, but I trip over my health enough that I can make a list of shit that I googled. Lol. But all that I remember for now are:

-varicose veins
-scabies
-swollen tonsils
-bony lump by rib cage

And idk I just really wanna take good care of my body. I just really want to make sure I’m okay, that my body is normal… Idk

EDIT: So varicose veins are hereditary and nothing to worry about, last time I had a rash that had me worried but was just hives and went away after a few days, my tonsils are healthy and it just so happens that my right one is larger than the other one - but it’s okay since it doesn’t obstruct the airway in my throat, and the little bump is a floating rib which is easier to see since I’m pretty skinny lol.


I couldn’t ask for a better way to end my break. Being able to spend the night with all of my brothers means everything to me. Everyone was so busy today but I’m glad we all found the time to meet up tonight and just have a nice sit-down. We talked over a lot, mostly what we’ve all been up to as of lately and what our futures have in stored for us. Of course we see each often I guess you can say, but the last time we were all able to just chill with only the brothers, well… Honestly that was like last year before Brendan even went to boot camp. It feels good to be reassured that no matter how much we all get caught up with our own lives, we all have each other through the thick and the thin. I’m happy. I’m happy they’re all doing well and it’s rare for all 6 of us to be together, and it’s extremely rare for it to be just us. But we’ve agreed on taking one day off for all of us to go paintballing. Although it won’t be soon (because we’re not going until like August or September) it’s nice to know that we’re going to make it happen. And until then, the winds of life are blowing us into our own directions so for now we need to walk our own pathes. But I am very very happy.

Times shift like the sandsSand King (Dota 2)